Real Me Meme

Welcome to the 'Real me' meme. How it works:
*Tell the truth best as you can
*Tag this journal as 'Real me' meme
*Tag people

1) What does the real you look like?
Well...I've got grey eyes, dark brown hair with natural gold highlights in the summer, and freckles. My skin is really pale (which I like)-I'm practically vampire coloured-wait, I am a vampire... ^^ I'm 5'10.5", a size 6-8 in clothes (UK) and bust size 30E. So yeah, that's me!!

2) What do you really think of yourself?
That's hard. I'm gonna sound like I'm really full of myself here, but it's meant to be the truth, right? I think I'm a pretty nice person, I've got some great friends and I love my life ^^ Erm, I'd say that I watch more than I speak. I'm like one of those people who sits and watches everyone else without them noticing. I do talk and I have a laugh with people but at first I'm not the loud type.

3) You like someone? (dating/married/secretly like)
No. If I was gonna like someone though, they'd have to be at least 6 foot tall, hopefully a couple of years older than me, have dark hair and eyes and just be awesome!! I wish I could meet that person...

4) Would you pick money and fame over friends or family?
No way. Sure, money's great, but what's the point if you've got nobody to share it with? Plus, I've never wanted that pointless stardom that most celebrities have nowadays, the only ways I'd be happy if I were famous would be for inventing something or being in a band...or maybe being an artist, but I don't care enough about what other people think...

5) What's the worst thing you've ever been called?
Erm...well. Hmm. I'll get back to you on that one.

6) Ever done something you shouldn't have? If so, what was it?
Can anyone just name one thing? If so, I'm a really bad person.

7) Do you hate someone? Who? Why?
I wouldn't say that I hate anyone. There's someone who I try to talk to as little as possible who I've known since I was 4 but wish I hadn't, though.

8) Do you have a song that means alot to you? If so, what is it?
Hmm. Well. Most of my music has meaning because of scenes and times and places and people. For my 13th birthday party we went down the beach. At around 9pm we got the guitar out and I played A Team by Ed Sheeran whilst everyone sang. That was awesome, not that pop is my thing really. I love I Wouldn't Mind by He Is We (look it up!!) and the All-American Rejects/Saliva for their inspirational lyrics, plus Avril Lavigne (the old stuff) for her songwriting genius at 15-16 years old. I'm also a massive fan of Fall Out Boy for their legendary basslines (I play bass btw).

9) What's your real personality like?
I'm an observer at first, I like to know all about someone before I really get into knowing them. I'm confident and not at all afraid to stand up for myself. I'm a leader, I like to be in charge of what happens. I love challenges-physics, maths and computing are my things purely for the problem-solving aspect. But then, I'm also arty, but I get frustrated by boundaries. I work best under pressure-often I leave my work until the night before to do it on purpose. I'd rather do my work at midnight than midday by far. I don't conform and I don't want to fit in. I don't change for anyone and I never will, not even for the awesome dude from question 3. I don't put up with stupidity and I want to get things done quickly. I'm not one to hang around. I'm pretty positive, I'm a strong believer in the idea that you can turn your life around through purely the way you think. (If you are too then I suggest reading The Secret).

10) Do you try to be something you're not?
No, as I said I always have been and always will be me. I have a pinboard with everything I want pinned on it, ranging from loads of great music to the perfect relationship to £1000000. I work towards that, but never away from who I truly am. I think that people who are scared to be themselves are in essence scared of themselves and hugely insecure. If you're too scared to be you then all you're saying to other people is 'I'm not good enough to show you' so that's what they believe, like it or not. People who pretend to be something else annoy me hugely and I make an effort to distance myself from them.

11) Have you ever self harmed yourself?
I've never needed a cry for help. I've always sorted stuff out for myself so it's never got to that point. In fact, the lowest I've got would be more frustration with the world than anything, and even then, I turned stuff around within a week.

12) Have you ever hurt someone else?
I kicked a girl in the shins once when she rammed me into a gate because I 'wouldn't tell her what game we were playing'. But it's over now and she's scared of me so no need to worry about it.

13) Are  you proud of who you are?
Yeah. I'm proud that at 14 years old when everyone else is in a state of emotional panic and is trying to fit in, I've stuck to being me. I'm proud of what I've done but moreover who I've become.

14) Did you lie in any of these questions?
No. This is all the truth.

15) Tags?
OrigonStory2000
packwolf99
blueflame490

Thanks for reading, I hope you enjoyed finding out about me! ^^